THEODORE!!!

THEODORE!!!

two is better than one. :)

hello. :)
tomorrow is christmas eve. i'm going out for a date with bi. :) guess it'll be the last before he leave for camp. sigh. just can't stop the tears whenever i think about he's leaving. == i know. so not ongwenbin. but anyway, if he's going overseas for studies, then i'll be dead. lol. 


so yesterday i saw something, heard something that is hard to believe. people do change. and i dont mean one person. is banyak. == only few weeks time can transform a person into like that? i dont really know what's going on and i will like to know bout it. seriously, why. == 


okay i raise my head then saw this dvd i borrow from lai. == PHANTOM OF THE OPERA. i havent watch it. lol. lai say it'll be a gift for me. :) aww. i miss those time. 苹果姐姐. lol. 


sometimes i find it hard to stay here to face you, mum. idk what's wrong with you. we did nothing wrong kay. dont threat every person in the family like we're your enemy. we dont deserve that. 


right. i'll be watching alvin and the chipmunks tomorrow. yippee yay. heh. cutie cutie~ 

ciao. :)


caryn.

:)

i dunno how to describe the feeling. it is kinda rare to see us getting into this kinda situation. we were always so sweet. the thing you keep repeating, hurts me alot. sorry for my harshness. you know i love you. :) still do, now.

hi people. i was planning to shut off this blog. since i've seriously lost the blogging mood. but still felt kinda sorry to my friends who're still viewing this dead blog constantly. so, i decided to try to find the mood back. hoho.

so, spm ended. and the so-called-free-time began. yea i'm very free now. but it doesn't means that i can go everywhere i want. or do anything i want. == i've attended boring undang class and will be taking the test on next monday, hopefully. :) I WANNA LEARN DRIVING.  hoho. but i dont like the fact that we have to go driving lessons for 8 hours all alone with the uncle. it's like, so weird. == what am i gonna talk to him? if we both keep quiet for the whole journey it'll be like, *crows flying over our head*. gah whatever. we'll see when the time comes.

i miss my friends. seriously. it's like, i've lost topics to brag with them. and i dont even have the urge to go contact them. i felt so guilty. i'm such a lousy friend. :( sorry friends. and there's one particular friend that i miss most. since my sweetie moment, we seldom talked to each other. and before spm ended, it's zero conversations. so pathetic. we used to talk alot one weih. :( sigh. maybe it's because of the weird situation that exist between us last time. anyway, i miss my besties. hope you guys miss ongwenbin too. :)

time flies. december is gonna end really soon. on the 3rd of january, my special one is gonna leave me for national service. :( 3 months. i dont know how the heck will i survive for that 3 months. maybe it's the time that god wants me to catch up with my friends. idk. sigh. i'm one poor thing larh. :( T.T try to imagine. our first valentines day la weih. and our fourth month anni. GONE. GONE. GONE.  *sob sob*
we shall appreciate every single day left till 3rd of january. stupid 3rd of january. eesh you. 

alright, i crapped alot. my cutie nephew is crying and yelling like nobody's business while it's 1.24 in the morning. == cant blame him. you know, like my sis said, if you want babies, you pay for the consequences. == poor cousin. i'll just close my door and have a good dream. heh. 

ciao. :)

ice.apple. 
 

See, our fat fat faces ;D

That's all for today. I know, random right? She just want me to post something here.

Good bye.

i miss my bi!!!!! :(

hi~!! :D

i'm here to prove that my blog is not dead... yet. eesh. == it's spm la. can't blame me for not updating my blog. heh. hoho i'm so happy to announce that i have only two papers left for the spm!!! econs and chinese. then, MERDEKA!!! hee.

sigh. due to the different stream that we're taking, my bi and i will not be seeing each other for like, 2 weeks. until chinese paper. miss him. :( eesh. eesh eesh.

eesh. i'm running out of things to write. ==

will update when i got the mood. heh. :)



caryn